goal
April 27, 2007 
I have to reach my goal.
Whatever the end is so hard for me, I still should go there.
If I didn’t do my best, I would also feel regret one day.
I know I don’t have enough confidence. That’s because I didn’t prepare well about my profession.
Now, the only thing I can do first is trying my best to face any problems or difficulties I will meet.
I know God had already given everyone a right and propriate way to go. This is so called “fate.”
Believeing in religion; therefore, I know not anything or anyone I want to have will come true.
However, I still know if I go on feeling disappointed when I didn’t get what or who I would like to have, then, I will be a loser.
I am human being, and I know I will have emotion. I can’t control myself to have no feelings when I lose or didn’t get what I want.
But, I have to be mature enough to use irration to make myself calm down and face the truth, facts, and reality even though they too bad to encounter and face.
I want to have my won wisdom.
I want to have my won happy.
I want to have my own happiness.
To reach a goal, I always remind myself that “If I fail to plan, I plan to fail.” Even though plans do not guarantee success 100%, I feel safe and firm. Plans are like compass, which help guide me to my destination. On the other hand, life is full of so many surprises that sometimes we don’t have any choice but drift to another direction by an unknown force. We might find ourselves in a total strange and unexpected situation, either feeling confused, overwhelmed or blessed. We might start to look at life from a new perspective. I know it because I’ve been there before. Even so, plans are still very important to me, but I learn to accept what fate offers me. I don’t complain because I think all the decisions I’ve made contribute to most of my fate. All I want to say to you is, “Go for it and embrace your life with joy and hopes.”